Demands

I sat in wait for my beastly master. One of his kind is rarely known. I was secluded in the Arabian desert in a castle of wondrous size. The most wondrous thing about it? It's all underground! There is only one way to the top. I've not a clue where it is. I've been all through this crypt and I've never come upon it. I do all the daily burdens and most days more. I am the only slave he has. If I do something wrong it's torture. Though I have no scars to affirm my afflictions. As I said he is not known to the world at large. He has strange powers and none can stop him. The worst thing about this relationship is that of all the torturous things I go through I love him. I revel in the torture because it means we're close. The crazy demands of fetch me a pig and find me my flowers. Clean the furniture, paint a picture, read to me. He loves it when I read to him "Your voice seducts me," he claims. Those words send my heart to my throat.

The book that changed my life

The one book that changed my life is the Secret. Its all about thinking positive and how it will help your life in many ways. Anything you want to happen can. I am just now getting out of a deep dark time in my life, and although I read the Secret a long time ago its helping me get out and be bright and happy again. I'm going to see Micheal Bernard Beckwith in April (he was a huge part in the movie of the Secret) I'll be singing in the choir for him also. I can't wait. I encourage everyone to check this book and/or the movie out. http://www.thesecret.tv/

Fluency

Forming fluent fluctuations

Truly traps the thought

In forming fluent fluctuations

Some seek submission

When I form fluent fluctuations

I invent imagination

Addiction

This poem got published in my school Newspaper!

I close my eyes
And imagine you
Wrapping your arms around me
Your hair all askew

I smell your scent
Mingling with mine
I feel your warmth
Just one last time

I hear your voice
Whispering in my ear
But it starts to fade
Can you feel my fear?

It seems so strong
As you slip away
I open my eyes
That’s all I get today

You’re my addiction
That I can’t satisfy
Every part of my being
Longs to defy

I think up ways
To get to you
Throughout the days
It’s all I can do

My mom’s starting to miss me
My dad is too
But I just don’t know
How to live with out you

I start to feel guilty
When I look at my mom
But then I see your face
And nothing seems wrong

I can leave reality
If only for awhile
And it all happens
Because of your smile

You’re my addiction
And I can’t satisfy
Every part of my being
Longs to defy

Now I’m trying to hide you
But I don’t know if I can
It’s getting really hard
What if it all hits the fan?

I can’t stand this lying anymore
And I let it all go
The look on their faces makes me wish
They didn’t know

Things are going downhill
They try and close the door
And still
I come back for more

But this is where it ends
They’ve had enough
You’re going away
They’re willing to play rough

You’re my addiction
That I couldn’t satisfy
Every part of my being
Still longs to defy